Sentimientos...- You're not afraid

"You're not afraid of the dark,
You're afraid of what's in it.
You're not afraid of heights,
You're just afraid of falling.
You're not afraid of the people around you,
You're just afraid of rejection.
You're not afraid to love,
You're just afraid of not being loved back.
You're not afraid to let go,
You're just afraid to accept the reality that she's gone.
You're not afraid to try again,
You're just afraid of getting hurt for the same damn reason."

By: Hannavanmeel

Sentimientos...- All we've got left

"You don't have to be scared to have feelings...

That's crap!
Of course I do!

Why?
We're all having them!

Not like mine!
No one understands!
If I start crying I don't think I'll ever stop!
It's not good enough for me

You got to make it good enough
Because it's all we've got left"

Sentimientos...- It gets better

"I've been there and I wanna tell you something:
It gets better
It does

That pain in your stomach
That pain in your heart...
It goes away

That voice in your head that's saying there's no way out
It's wrong!

It gets better"

Sentimientos...- It becomes real

"I didn't want to tell anyone because the minute I do it becomes...
It becomes real...
And when it becomes real, people get hurt
And I...I always run from getting hurt
I always...and...
I don't wanna run anymore..."

Sentimientos...- To make other people happy

"I like to think that I come across as a really happy-positive person
But that's not always the case...
I'm just a person just like you guys
And I struggle a lot...

I have a lot going on in my life
I've been a very unhappy person
I've done so much
I've gone so many places
And something needs to change...

I've always been the type of person that does things to make other people happy
But this can't be one of those things...
I need to do this to make myself happy

You have no idea how long I've tried to get over this or to find another way
But I can't...
I'm really sorry about that
The last thing I wanna do is hurt any of you
I'm doing this for me
And I really hope you guys don't hate me or look down on me for doing that

This is a new chapter in my life
It's not the end by any means
It's literally just a new page"

Sentimientos...- I'd be happy alone

"There's a reason I said I'd be happy alone...
It wasn't 'cause I thought I'd be happy alone
It was because I thought if I loved someone
And then it fell apart...
I might not make it...

It's easier to be alone
Because what if you learn that you need love and then you don't have it?
What if you like it and lean on it?
What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart?
Can you even survive that kind of pain?"

Sentimientos...- Everything's going to be okay

"I don't care...
Everywhere I go I seem to break things
And the more I try to fix them the more I make it worse

Because you can't fix other people until you've fix yourself

But I can't be fixed...
Because I'm crazy

You're not crazy...
I want you to tell me what you don't like about yourself
But be honest with me

I'm fat
And I'm ugly
And I ruin things

I want you to imagine a ten year old version of yourself
Sitting right there on this couch
Now this is the little girl who first believed that she was fat and ugly and an embarrassment
I want you to imagine her sitting there right now
What do you want to say to that little girl?
If she said to you that's how she felt about herself
What would you tell her?

That she's fine
That she's perfect

That's what you need to tell yourself
You need to tell yourself that everything's going to be okay"

Sentimientos...- It all comes back

"Sometimes someone hurts you so bad
It stops hurting at all
Until something makes you feel again
And then it all comes back...
Every word, every hurt, every moment..."